struggling, and asking, and this may get messy
bethany
I've been all over the map in the last few weeks, and rather than just saying so, I've been trying to post yay-progress! kind of things about getting packed and closer to our current (hoped for, I'll-lose-it-if-we-don't-get-out-of-here, please God work it out by then) departure date of Dec 21st. happy things. of which there are many (did we mention getting the camper enough times yet?!) but I'm still struggling with the details. the setbacks to whatever schedule I'd hoped for last week, or the week before, or the month before that. and feeling guilty that I'm not still giddy over the camper, but am still feeling impatient about getting on the road.
we got the camper thanks to the art sale, and i'm still in a bit of awe over all that. and in a bit of an emotional ditch that I'm having trouble getting out of, as a result. let me try to explain.
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